For once, i didn't frown in a day. today was great...started with joy, ended with fun.
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10:48 pm
Played Bball for PE today. it was kinda ok. lol, it was after PE that things got epic. haha. after PE was chem, but i forgot n was hanging out in the canteen. was thr for like 10mins whn i realised that my class ppl were all not there...then i realised i had chem. chiong up n found myself locked out of class...lol. than mrs loh was daoing me n trying to control her laughter. than she finally decided to notice me after bout 3mins n i told her i forgot...lol. than she said ok la. u do 10pumping than u can come in la...so i went "1! 2! 3! 4! 5! 6! 7! 8! 9! 10!" n just nice she open the door look at me. i said done liao she said "i din see leh, come in n do again. :D" so i went in n did the another 10 n for some reason was quite tired. lol to long din pump alr, although i did chiong up n had PE but still...lol. so chem was ok... got back electrolysis pop quiz n got 10/14. than recess another norm meal wif timo n co. than went back for PC. Mrs Koh came in to talk to us bout our CIP n told us of this volunteer CIP near the dragonboat accociation or sth lidat. u go thr, the lend u bike free n u go cycle around looking for litter to report. n u only need to photograph it, dun even need to clear it, if dun have than u just continue cycling, than when u come back they provide u lunch. everything free...but of course need to contact mrs koh if wan go la...so any1 wan go together? haha...is just any sat wan go than give mrs koh a call n see if she free to bring us over. k that aside, aft tht had norm chinese lesson w/o hong lao shi(im actually starting to miss her...lol) n than had maths...n tht's when i my migrane( or maybe just a bad headache) started n was dying alr...n i cldnt stand another lesson of math...so luckily i was cheered up by seeing that i got 26/32 for my math test although i lost 2 marks damn careless but might get 1 mark for method so my paper with teacher now. now problem is i need ppl teach me diffrentiation...i completely lost my teacher alr...dun wat talking she...sighz...k so anw, after sch...sat alone at PAC coz my class ppl pon the speech day rehersal...than went home...n today some1 self-owned...lol...went for make-up tuition n was the only 1 thr coz the other 3 ppl pon...had dinner with my tutor...went home n im here...so now...hoping my physics test tht i might get back tmr is ok...n english also...add on to my math the 26-27/32 and my chinese 41/60.
i love you,,
9:52 pm
To force yourself to tell yourself 'I am Lying' for the right cause...for the right sake...for the one that means the world to you...because when black and white mix...wat's thr other than grey? to lie to oneself n to lie to the world... i love you,,
9:50 pm
Had a fun time today(ok technically yesterday but yea) at RI "Campfire" which was in the air-con hall, they really put in alot pof effort n really thank them for inviting us. However, im really missing the warmth of a campfire, thank goodness PLTC'10 campfire is coming...haha. Well anw, im really hoping to be able to organise a campfire hopefully end of year during hols after exams or sth. DHSS/GG organise one and invite other school scouts/GG n let them experience a real campfire, it gives a warmth that makes us proud to be wearing our green/blue uniforms. Oh well, sweet dreams to me. i'm really getting over-sensitive, wat's wrong with me?
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12:14 am
Chinese new year 2010 felt centuries ago but PLTC 2009 felt like yesterday...im looking back and wondering if i had made enough contributions to DHCrane Scouts Group...it doesnt feel enough...ending my 8th year of scouting soon...once a scout...always a scout...but should i change my beret from green to red?...it'll be whole new beginning if i do...argh...anw concentrate on O levels first than say...just hope that the sense of dicipline in DHS scouts regain it's former glory...
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10:18 pm
LOVE THE TOUCH OF THE BASKETBALL!
i duno y but i din have the mood for bballing for i think 2weeks alr...today followed timo to the court n decided to 'force' myself to play...i rekindled my love for the touch of the ball n went hyper...lol...i think i still need to recover on some sleep...sorry timo, yiren, sitong, dawei, J, geof, wc, junxiong...lol...i went kinda haywire...n im proud to say i managed to score i think 6 shoots out of a game where we won by 11-4 or sth...but after tht i ran out of hyperness n just died for the next game...i repeat again..i went haywire...k i think i sound real gl but yea...hope i wun screw chem SPA on friday...
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9:04 pm
Highly Low...hit rock bottom from the top of the earth...
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10:38 pm
Had lots of fun from friday to sat...
friday:
UG Day! was station master n camped in the D-area chatting with xuning claire sookwei etc. while the rest did mass dance lol...thn went to settle my station...have way through 1st game rain so change to wet weather plan...so me xuning n sookwei set up our 'first aid station' n chatted...haha...was quite fun listening to xuning's sick jokes...
After that was the camp, dinner n bathing time nth much...the yr4 guides got hyper in the audi n later was the movie...watched 'frighteners', was quite a nice show but din catch the end...went to set up station for night walk. during the movie damn funny, ckai was uncontactable n we got worried after he daoed 10 calls n some smses coz he din appear after choir concert n we needed him...all the yr4s chiong outside the audi discuss n i think i heard afew ppl mentioning bout screwing ckai on monday...thn ckai appeared from audi toilet puzzled to see all the yr4s outside..i ran over to him n this convo occured,
B:"where the hell were u?!"
C:"huh? Watching movie la!"
B"Do you know y we are out here? We all thought u go home alr leh, whr were u sitting?"
C:"huh?...beside jingpei lo...hehe"
*ck looks at crowd*
C:"why they all looking at me like tht? like i killed somebody or something..."
B:"No...they want to kill you...argh...nvm...u here ok le go settle ur station..."
yea so for my station...me cherisse and kristin scared the hell out of some ppl...lol..quite fun la...
after tht did sentry duty through the night with mervyn thn later ckai n the yr4 guides...was highlight of the camp...lol
in the morning i was dead tired n fell aslp even when standing...the qi gan kind of failed...had to dao afew times...due to tht i went to OJ with an almost empty stomache(thanks to mr chan who gave me sth to eat coz thr was no more food in the canteen) n without a PL coz yichen was taken down by headstroke n stress...sheng qi was kind of screwed up...well anw...i managed to muster wat's left of my strength for OJ was quite ok for the first 2 stations when i was around...patrol 40 i 80 down...for 2 stations i think ok la although we did all of tht in the second station n none for the first thnks to the benelovent binggeng...had to leave lion with mingquan as PL coz of tuition n im feeling damn guilty for that...n the think i'm more guilty abt is reaching home n sleeping past tuition all the way till 8+am from bout 4pm yesterday...
now my skin is burning from sunburn n im still feeling tired with aches on my body...resting up for my tuition later...
i love you,,
11:37 am
Realised how many times i didn't notice you saying hi and regretting it...terribly...
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10:45 pm
Simply Out Of Your League...
Going crazy...can't stand this insanity...
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9:44 pm
13/04/2010
Screwed Geog Test...Got Back Chem filled with careless mistakes...
Had lessons till 4pm...Walked home in the rain...
Got Drenched...Uncured Headache...
And in addition...the Asphyxiation replayed...
Smashed to Shattered...then put together to be broken again...
With Salty Raindrops, I ask myself...
When will all this ever end?
i love you,,
7:18 pm
Since It rained on my parade today...please let it rain again on the field tomorrow...
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6:56 pm
Lying in the dark night,
Under the oh so stary sky.
Wondering what I have acheived in life,
And reminicing of the good old times...
The hours passed like minutes,
as flashbacks brushed before me.
I look at myself this day,
and wonder what have I did...
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Because the Singnificance of my Insignificance,
Shoned as brightly as the stars did...
I stared up into the sky
and thought of how I could change,
to make my world a better place,
or was hell a much easier escape?
The crowdedness of loneliness choked me,
such that I could not breathe.
But just then the sun rose.
And those stars were soon disposed...
The sun gave me wamrth...
Wamrth I found so familiar.
A Dé Javu occured.
And I started to remember.
This very warth gave me life,
Friendship and family and love.
such warmth I could never live without,
or life would just be a never-ending labyrinth...
i love you,,
10:44 pm
tired and worn out from a whole day of school...didnt eat lunch cause lessons and CCA overlap...and had to do drills for 3hrs...despite drills being quite chor...it's fun to an extent coz it brings out the pride of being a green beret...lol...yes...DHS Crane scouts arent the best at drills but still...it has this ability to make the whole troop which is marching physically to bond together no matter how much we gl each other...the Bang! says it all...continue this post some other time...gotta hand over the com...:/
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9:36 pm
Back in Rosyth School, classes went in terms of p6-01 p6-02 etc....in p4...I dropped to p4-10 due to crappy results but managed to get 3rd in class so went to recieve award at prize-giving day...it was my 4th yr out of 6 in Rosyth...now in DHS...i fell again n got a low gpa thus being put in 4A(im not saying this is not a bad class...it's a wonderful place...it's the school tht treats this as a form of punishment...not me...) but now...I got an "Acadamic Award 2010 - English Language" n am attending Speech Day not as part of the parade or lion dance troupe but as an award reciever...yes...for this award the only competition i had was my class and myself but nevertheless...it is evidence tht although i fell, i stood up n again...this is the 4th out of my 6YEARS in DHS...target: L1R5 of below or equal 5 points!
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10:20 pm
My Life is boring...im just looking forward to this friday so tht thr's bball to play n PA(i think), finally. Any drummers n guitarists who are damn free n dun mind jamming? coz im in need to sing to destress...lol...(i want to try tongue tied-faber drive, fireflies-owl city, resistance-muse, replay-sean kingston and practice my dance inside-all american rejects, time is running out-muse, Dance Floor Anthem-good charlotte)...my life shall now concentrate on mugging(yea...believe it or not...i need to to come back to DHSSH), bball and singing for leisure...:D...shall post again if my life gets more entertaining...bye!
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10:09 pm
Yo! Kaleidoscope today was fun i guess...enjoyed the performances but i still find tht woon pin's performance was too short...n i hope weng wah is okay from tht kick...lol...but from the basketball after school n his godly steals...he sld be fine...basketball after sch from like 2.30-7+pm...was damn fun...n the full court match between me, weichia, timothy, hongyi, weng wah, shing chun, tjun sern VS geoffrey, sitong, fabian, justin, yusiang(i call him pres so much tht i forgot his name for a moment...:X), zhangyang, lester and dawei was damn fun...play till all of us half-dead...oh...n the match of me, jz, kimsiang, shulin VS Tjun sern, eric, shaoshuai, keejin and anthr guy whom i duno his name was also quite fun...(thnks keejin/jz for inviting me over to play)aft tht went for dinner and had my share of cramps which sitong experienced last friday...lol...it caused me to reach home at 10pm...n the bus ride back with sitong dawei and J was entertaining too...haha...k...tht's it for today...Bye!
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10:56 pm
