Somebody just kill me...i'm thinking and thinking and thinking of u and i'm getting a terrible headache...n i feel like breaking down and just....screw it...this is pointless and useless and completely retarded and y am i so crazy over u...but i just cant stop this feeling...unless maybe i sld delete ur number...block/delete u on msn...transfer sch in which i sldnt even be here in the first place...this misery is just completely painful and hurting and it's like putting a knife slowly but firecely into my heart and like my mind is gona go inside out...i'm going sleepless and stupid dreams with u in it...this is getting plain stupid and retarded...so just...argh...screw this all...maybe i'll just go commit suicide...
i love you,,
6:50 pm
