How great when life get when ur CCA is giving u freaking lots of pressure...u get played round random ppl fingers...u cant figure out things u desperately wanna noe...ppl start ap-ing or get weird or get pissed off at u for some random reason...u cant sleep when u are damn tired coz many things r up u head...u cant concentrate in class due to loss of slp and those stuff are still stuck up there..juniors ap...n...n...aww acrew all that crap...somebody just freaking kill me...i cant take this life much longer...yea...i noe many of u reading this wldnt mind killing me...well...come on...i dun think my 2 cuts on my finger due to and axe and some random stuff wld kill me so yea...some1 just put me out of my misery...those who wan to see me in it rather then me dead...well...good for u...as u can see here...i really just die then be typing this here but there are just so many things holding me back at the same time pushing me to feeling tht i sld just go and die...or sth...or get concussion and just forget who i am and let a new life...no wait...i dun even have 1 to start with...it was lost long ago...it's like...just...damn...aw screw it...some one please put me out of my misery...put the knife/saw/parang/bullet/axe/spear/sword etc. through me...anything but all these misery...i dun wan such a life anymore...
i love you,,
10:54 pm
